| "it never meant anything..." it's cold in here...really cold... happy holidays indeed. |
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| there are things in life that you can prepare yourself for. things you can tell yourself all your life and just be ready when it happens. but what if it happens and turns out to be what you hadn't planned? then what? I never prepared myself for it. I was optimistic. And I knew it's something that was bound to happen. I'm not strong enough to keep it together. Not strong enough to fight back the tears and trust that everything will be okay. i hope that it's better where you are now. we miss you. |
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| why won't it go away...?
i don't want to go back . |
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